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Hi barbara,,
Mm ni binti wa miaka 26 bt nimeshapitia machungu mengi kny relationship!
Nimekosa usingizi nikasema ngoja nipitie kny blog yako coz huwa unanifurahisha na topics zako na maneno unavyochombeza..kiukweli huwa nafurah sana!
Comin back to the topic...kama mwezi mmoja umepita nlikutana na mfanyakazi mwenzangu makao makuu ya ofisi yetu,kiukweli kaka ana muonekano mzuri bt sikuwah kuhisi kama ninampenda mpaka alipoanza kutafuta pin yangu na no ya simu na kuanza kumsumbua mfanyakazi mwenzangu akisema ananipenda n anataka awe shemeji yake so anipe ili tuwasiliane!
Nilihofia kumpa coz najua baadhi ya vijana wa ofsn kwetu ni vimeo balaaa ila aliendelea kumsumbua so ikabidi nimpe nimsikilize anataka nn!
Alianza kwa kunisifia yo so beautiful bla bla kibao na akawa anataka tuonane!Nilimkwepa bt kasi aliyokuja nayo mpaka nilikubali mwenyewe kumuona!
That day ndo nlihisi naanza kumpenda n ana mvuto kiukweli n naye hajafika 30's bt yuko mbali kimaisha!Nilikuwa nina muda mrefu nikiwa single n nlitaman niwe na mtu kiukweli tena age mate wangu weee...nlichanganyikiwa kiukweli na huyu kaka!
Ngoja nirudi na flashback....baada ya kupata pin yangu,tulikuwa tunachat mpaka midnight n akaniambia hana galfriend kwa sasa,,guess nilifurahijeeee?
But kwa upande mwingine ckutaka kuanzisha mahusiano na colleague coz mkibwagana mnaweza mkachukiana na mkashindwa kufanya kazi!
Aliniomba tutoke n ckumkatalia coz nlijikuta naanza kummiss from nowhere!
Siku tumetoka nilishindwa kuresist na nikajikuta nimekubali kufanya nae mapenzi n I enjoyed it coz ni mtu ambaye nilimpenda kutoka moyoni!
Baada ya siku mbili si ndio ananiambia ana galfriend n wamekaa almost six years n kaona aniambie mapema coz it will be unfair n bla bla kibao!niliumia sana na bado inaniumiza sana bt nlimjibu tu NO PROBLEM bt kiukweli mpaka naandika hii mail ni sa 7 usiku siwezi hata kulala namfikiria yy n y aliamua kunifanyia ivo!
Kupunguza machungu nliamua kwenda runway nikidhani nitapunguza machungu bt nliona makelele ndo yananichanganya so nikaamua kutoka zangu nje na kufikiria bila kupata majibu!nilirudi home nikafikia kny kioo nikajiangalia nikasema nina mapungufu gani kama mwanamke,,,cna akili?No o kaniona npo easy sana?bt wanaume hata umbanie mwaka mzima ukimpa tu anaweza kukubwaga!!
Tumedeletiana BBM n hadi phone no bt mbaya zaidi tupo ofisi moja n I regret why did I sleep wit him?wakati niliweza kukaa muda mrefu bila kuwa na mtu,,Y yy nlimvulia nguo??najuta sina maneno ya kuelezea maumivu ninayopata kwa sasa
Ninamchukia n wil hate him for the rest of my life n cjui nitafanya nn nikimuona!
It is between me and u kama utaipost plse jina langu lisiwepo!
Kama utahitaji any clarification mi nipo ila sina hamu tena ya kupenda na nikiona gari la Gx 110 ndo nasikia hasira coz ndo gari anayotumia!!
Thanxxx barbara
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